ME ;
CHRISTIEJANEPILLAY
17 years going on 18
07 MAY 89
GREEN
saint theresa's convent
one bernadette
two bernadette
three deirdre
four deirdre
ngee ann poly business studies
TB 05
st ANTHONY'S church
Lord's Vineyard
AMPLIFY
passion play 2006
st john vianney play
five golden rings play
wishings
i want those GORGEOUS set of colourpencils that have 120 colours, but is like $298.40. art friend.i want those pretty stamps me and AMAZING saw at taka.
i want that black ipod VIDEO!
i want that pretty zara knit top.
i want that striped mango top
i want that mondo striped purple shoe
i want a new handbag.
i want plenty of SKITTLES and M&M's!
i want a new pair of BIRKENSTOCKs.
i want abs like nicole schnerzinger or fergie.
i want to revamp my room.
i want that $599 casio 6 mega pixel camera.
i want to learn to play the drums, and xi yao and charles and jo and keith and william can teach me.
i want a new pair of HAVAINNAS. soon lah.
i want be able to take INTERNATIONAL ECONOMICS next year.
i want LOVE that lasts forever.
AND AMAZING GAVE HER THAT!
REMINISCING
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
June 2007
LOVES OF MY LIFE (:
adeline'
angelyn'
avlyn'
antaeus'
bernard'
claudine'
charles'
charm'
dara'
deon'
dora'
dinesh'
drey'
jasmine'
jeremy'
joscelyn'
beloved cousin'
karmila'
laurie'
larris'
lexine'
manda'
melissa'
nathalieROCKS'
nessa'
nini'
peiwen'
sean'
shabin'
sheryl'
shyla'
stephy'
suemaine'
vankelly'
yishan'
yolanda'
SPEAK UP.
mocking
* Thursday, July 27
i love you and you know that.
i still care about you.
and before it could even become one week i thought about you.
you wrote a letter?
can it explain everything i have to say?
can it explain everything i want to know?
tears flow endlessly
as the hurt that follows is embedded deeply.
no words can describe the way im feeling,
that i dont even know how to feel anymore.
amplify will really help.
but will YOU go too?
will you be my source of hope when everything else fails?
nothing else matters as long as you're by my side.
i miss you.
so much.
i want us to be friends again.
i dont know if its possible at all.
is there only one way out?
really?
i dont wanna take that path.
NO NO NO.
i cant.
i dont want to give up everything we ever had.
for what?
i know i'll regret it for the rest of my life.
and so will you.
please?
dont do this.
now i feel its totally happening back to me.
KARMA all over again.
just like it happened to you.
and i dont know what to do anymore,
nothing to feel.
since dad is alreadygiving me hell.
i dont have school tmr.
so that's ONE relieve.
I WANT TO SEE YOU.
guardian angel.
you know who you are.
i love you sweet thing. (:
you've been helping alot.
thanks dear!
you owe me ice cream!
(:
ant.
thank you too.
for being my cheerleader.
always making me laugh at nothing.
HAHHA.
MISS TALKING TO YOU ALREADY.
((:
3:12:00 am